Sometimes you need to choose you

Hey! I will always cherish those moments, I had with you. It was beautiful. I loved every touch of yours, I love how we used to cuddle. From the last two days, the thought of sleeping alone was freaking me out. That was so nice when we used to run for the last bite of garlic paratha. You were so stupid sometimes but you are wonderful. The girl said with a smile on her face.

Boy: what happened to you from last two days babe? Why you are not talking to me? See if you don't want to stay with me that's completely fine, just tell me.

Girl: yes it's better to separate because as we discussed our priorities are different. 

Boy: okay! But the reason? 

The girl turns back and said " I can't live without you but with our beautiful memories, can't live with the guilt by staying with someone while loving the one, who allowed me to be with someone. I can't let my heart think, that every moment we spent together was a lie. I can't let my heart think love is so selfish. You know what, I love you, I love like I never loved someone before but I know you don't love me that way. That's completely fine, at least you didn't lie to me. I know I took long to make the decision but I can't be with someone, who is so determined with his thought that he sacrifices his emotions. I can't be so hard to myself, I want to be loved just like you made me feel when you looked at me sometimes but now I want to believe those emotions so straight without any confusion and fear.

I am fearless, but I don't want to create any pressure on you. Live your life, live your priorities. You will get many X(name of the girl) who will love you the same but promise me, you will not compare them with me, else you will never gonna fall in love with someone again.

And don't worry I will not stop myself from searching love for me and I promise you, I  will give my best to make the person happy."

The guy hugged her tight and kissed her forehead and said " Take care baccha" 

Girl: You too.

Human Ego

It was a night fully covered with fog. Mountain tops were playing hide and seek. Two friends were sitting with two glass of Old Monk. Missouri with its frosty magnificence let the friends discussed their childhood stories. It was so long period of time, that they haven't met each other. Lots of anger, disappointment was there before the meeting but somehow it went just after one hug. 

"You haven't changed dude, the same funky style you're still holding," the first guy said.

"Hahaha, you also haven't changed, but see now you have a long beard. Do you remember how you used the broken razor to shave your already shaved cheeks" the second guy replied. 

"Oh ya dude, that's why I have this much of beard" both giggled, after the first guy's response.

"Oh, do you remember how we had our first sip of local daaru in the hostel library? Bro, I can't forget those nights." The second one said. With the heavy heart, the first guy asked while sipping the old monk " why didn't you contacted me then?" 

"Same thing I can ask you, why you didn't"? The second one replied.

An awkward silence occurred in between them. The silence was actually shouting loud by saying " it's human ego".

well wishing dosen't heal you everytime.

It was 12'o clock at a dusky night. Delhi with its smoked sky was covering the balcony. The pair of no strings attached couple was standing there with a cigarette which might add some additional harmful effects to their lungs, but it was needed to start that most dire conversation. He said "if I get a wife who doesn't smoke how it will look like. No I mean it's good my habit will be changed then but still."

She without letting him finish the sentence utter that, " if my future husband doesn't allow me to smoke then?" 

"Start to find someone you may prefer because you have to be settled for whole life," he said.

She took a deep breath, look at his face and saw how strongly he said that. How is this possible, doesn't his heart crave for the soul who is standing in front of him. Suddenly he said," please don't bring our thing in-between".

She smiled and said "are chill. I'm not making things complicated" but silently she whispered in her heart "but how can I when you are with me, I can't even see anyone else". 

"As a friend or a well-wisher, I'm suggesting you open a profile into matrimonial sites, I think you will get the one." Said the guy.

She inhaled meaning of the sentence that the time is flying and now he is also in the same process as he is suggesting."

Her heart started crying, he hugged her tight but she couldn't drop her tears on his shoulder.

Better she took a deep breath and started singing " call me baby if you feel it".

She knew love in the relationship is never equal but, she started a bond without any relationship but it is the most difficult one to be parted because it formed with love, trust, respect, comfort, compassion. 

The night passed with so many thoughts by hugging each other.

He wanted her to show the right aisle but she wanted to see the path with him.