Tuesday, January 21, 2020

Finally

Finally, the day is hereafter one week of your decision to get unlocked from each other. I am eventually realising you are no more in my life. Just after the lunch break, a sudden storm shook me from the bottom of my heart. A continuous pain is nodding me from the nucleus of my body. In this whole week, I was in nausea, a ray of hope was caressing my brain, my heart, my kidneys that you will understand and appreciate my feelings for you. Though you appreciated and that is why you chose to free me to live my life. You couldn't bear to see me shattering all the time when you couldn't reach my expectation. You couldn't see me getting angry when we talked after 5 fucking days. You couldn't see me crying alone when you failed to show your affection. I'm lucky that I fall for a guy who cares for me so much that he freed me from all these. But still, something is shoving me from the core. 
Yes, I am not in love with but it's a stupid feeling that is freaking me out.

3 comments:

  1. When cloth is removed from our eyes after being blindfolded, still we aren't able to see properly because effect of darkness is still in the mind but as time pass everything is back to the normal similarly everything will be back to the time as time heals deepest pain

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